15 November 2016
L.O.S.T
15 August 2016
New Life~New Beginning~ New Me~
It's been 5 years since the last post of this blog. Time flies, everything had change, we all had graduate, you have your own life, and so am I. Something unexpected had happened to me, it was an incident that I never thought about, it was a bad dream and it comes so suddenly. Luckily the problem had solved, maybe should say luckily the problem was able to be solved with money.
Well just forget about it since that was really a bad dream to me. A lot of dept out there, I was unable to clear it.Non-stop asking myself, why would this happened even though I knew the answer but I just unable to change my bad attitude and habit that cause all this to happen. I was too lazy, although I'm now an owner of a cafe. It was really an unexpected achievement, at the age of 24, I owned a house and a cafe but at the same time, I lost you. You're now not longer mine. I miss you so much, how I wish we are still together. Maybe that was the best ending to both of us. Or maybe, we will still be together in the future? who knows. Just let it going naturally, God know the best arrangement.
15th August 2016, I'm writing this to remind myself to stop being lazy. I'm not longer a child, is time to be a real man, a man that will fight for what he want, a man that able to protect the one he love, a man that able to carry a huge responsibility to himself, friends and family. I know that I'm not a perfect guy, always making trouble and need someone to lend me a hand. Thanks a lot to those that keep helping me, always offer help to me when I'm in trouble, thanks so much to those who love me, who care about me and sorry so much for always let you guys down, I know some of you must be very dissapointed on me. I promised that I will change, I promise that I will be a better me, a real man. Cheers Jason!!!
Well just forget about it since that was really a bad dream to me. A lot of dept out there, I was unable to clear it.Non-stop asking myself, why would this happened even though I knew the answer but I just unable to change my bad attitude and habit that cause all this to happen. I was too lazy, although I'm now an owner of a cafe. It was really an unexpected achievement, at the age of 24, I owned a house and a cafe but at the same time, I lost you. You're now not longer mine. I miss you so much, how I wish we are still together. Maybe that was the best ending to both of us. Or maybe, we will still be together in the future? who knows. Just let it going naturally, God know the best arrangement.
15th August 2016, I'm writing this to remind myself to stop being lazy. I'm not longer a child, is time to be a real man, a man that will fight for what he want, a man that able to protect the one he love, a man that able to carry a huge responsibility to himself, friends and family. I know that I'm not a perfect guy, always making trouble and need someone to lend me a hand. Thanks a lot to those that keep helping me, always offer help to me when I'm in trouble, thanks so much to those who love me, who care about me and sorry so much for always let you guys down, I know some of you must be very dissapointed on me. I promised that I will change, I promise that I will be a better me, a real man. Cheers Jason!!!
16 August 2011
。。。
又是没课的一天，每个星期二都说要读书，要温习功课，要做功课，结果叻？？还是看戏，上网，睡觉。。就这样，又浪费了一整天的时间，好像什么都没做到。。早上去了邮政局，打算把包裹寄出去，谁知竟然要整70多块，结果又没寄了，打算用快递公司，跑来跑去问了价钱，却比邮局还贵，看来明天还是去邮政局寄算了。。最近几天总是很难睡得着，都不懂怎么搞的，想睡个午觉都难，才睡没多久就醒了，结果还是看戏算了。。。晚上又和他们去打羽球，原本懒惰去的，可是全家的人都去，结果就跟着去了。。
某人明天开始考试咯，这几天几乎每天都开夜车读书，都不懂读完了吗。。。看她连吹在吹头发都在背书就知道来不及读了，希望她今晚能背得完所有应该记的东西啦。。。老天爷啊，你要保佑这个傻瓜明天考试顺顺利利噢，希望她有读到有背到的都有出，而没有读到或者背不进脑的通通都没出。。。这个要求好像有点贪心哦。。哈哈。。无论如何，要加油哦!!!!!
某人明天开始考试咯，这几天几乎每天都开夜车读书，都不懂读完了吗。。。看她连吹在吹头发都在背书就知道来不及读了，希望她今晚能背得完所有应该记的东西啦。。。老天爷啊，你要保佑这个傻瓜明天考试顺顺利利噢，希望她有读到有背到的都有出，而没有读到或者背不进脑的通通都没出。。。这个要求好像有点贪心哦。。哈哈。。无论如何，要加油哦!!!!!
13 August 2011
@.@!!!!
惨咯惨咯。。。最近好像越变得越来越懒惰了,怎么办？？？这几天几乎每晚都看到有人在拜拜，中元节到咯。。。今年因为刚好有补课，所以没有回家。。嘻嘻，其实应该说是自己懒惰回吧!!哎~~好懒惰做功课哦。。怎么办啊？？？某人多三天就要考试咯，不懂读书读到怎样了。。。看她每晚都熬夜读书，都不懂会不会又变瘦了。。臭人啊臭人，要好好照顾身体啊，千万千万不要生病噢。。。就算嫌我长气也是一样，要记得多喝水噢，知道吗？？
9 August 2011
上瘾了。。。
连续三天都跑去游泳，而且还是三天都游足两个小时，现在身体几乎都散了，手臂也好像要掉下来了。。。不过还是很过瘾。。惨咯惨咯，我好像游泳游上瘾了，怎么办呢？？应该说不只是我而已吧，我家的另几个“猛男”也好像是跟我一样，应该说比我还疯吧，甚至还上youtube看游泳教学，哈哈。。。
还以为今天两点才有课，谁知道连唯一的一课也取消了，可是还是七早八早被吵醒。。我的妈呀，下午没有课就让我睡迟点嘛，干嘛要吵醒我只为了告诉我下午的课取消啊!!!!最近都不懂为什么总是睡不着，难得能睡了又被吵醒。。。Arghh!!!!!哎，还是算了吧。。。又是没上课的一天，都不懂要干嘛，想睡，又睡不着；想你，你又不在我身边。。。该怎么办呢？？
还以为今天两点才有课，谁知道连唯一的一课也取消了，可是还是七早八早被吵醒。。我的妈呀，下午没有课就让我睡迟点嘛，干嘛要吵醒我只为了告诉我下午的课取消啊!!!!最近都不懂为什么总是睡不着，难得能睡了又被吵醒。。。Arghh!!!!!哎，还是算了吧。。。又是没上课的一天，都不懂要干嘛，想睡，又睡不着；想你，你又不在我身边。。。该怎么办呢？？
7 August 2011
B.E.L.I.E.V.E
一次不忠，百次不用。。当你极度相信一个人，但却遭到背叛时，你永远都无法再次相信他所说的一言一语，因为。。他终究骗过你一次。。或许有些人会说，才一次而已啊。。但他们永远没办法体会，就是因为那么的一次，可以让人崩溃，彻底的失望。。那种痛，是来自内心最深处，甚至是无法用言语来形容的痛。。要你再次相信我，我知道几乎是不可能的事，不过我一定会很努力，只要我还活着的一天，我就不会放弃，一直到我停止呼吸的那一刻。。不需要勉强，只要尽力就好，答应我，让我们一起努力，好吗？人家说，就算是believe，中间也夹着lie；我想说，就算是lie，只要你真心改过，认真努力，总有一天，你会找回believe。。。虽然我不知道那一天会在什么时候，或许遥不可及。。。就算我再也等不到那一天，只要我有努力过，我这辈子也总算没有白白浪费掉。。因为由始至终，我都没有放弃过。。如果真的没办法，至少答应我，和我一起努力，一起尽力就好。。好吗？？？
想说。。。
最近总算有了固定的网络，可以时时刻刻都能够上网，所以决定要常更新这里。只是。。。我已经不懂，你是否还记得有这个部落格的存在，是否还有再次打开看看这个为你而写的一切一切。。。快要考试了，你很忙，忙着读书，忙着做笔记，忙着你所应该忙的东西。我知道，你都忙得快要喘不过气来了，每天开夜车读书，又经常不吃晚餐。真担心你会不会就这样熬出病来，要是生病了怎么办？好啦，不说这些了，不然你又会嫌我长气了。。今天和他们去游泳，感觉好像游上瘾了。。好像每天都去游，也好想和你一起去游。。才游了一天就学会了自由式和蛙式，真没想到原来我还蛮厉害的嘛，哈哈。。给你听到的话肯定又会说无奈，对吧？？每天都在到数着你回来的日子，多希望你立刻就能出现在我面前，多希望你能时时刻刻都陪在我身边。分隔两地，或许是我们的考验，很遗憾的是，这个考验，我终究有一次考不好，也让那一次，成为我这辈子永远的遗憾，提醒着我，让我更懂得珍惜你。。。经一事，长一智，无可否认，你我都改变了，你我都该学习长大了。。只是，你成长得比较快，而我还像个大孩子，一个长不大的孩子，倒不如说，我其实不想那么快长大，因为我了解，长大了，童话世界就消失了，我只是还舍不得那么快就告别童话世界，不想进入大人的世界，因为大人的世界太复杂，太辛苦了。。以前我向往轰轰烈烈的爱，如今我想要简简单单的情。。大人的感情世界，能不能变得简单些，容易些呢？？成长，是必要的，只是。。。可不可以让我在童话世界里逗留久一些？？当我想长大了，我就自然会成长。。。
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